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LET'S HOPE THAT THE WORD SPREADS FAST, SO THAT 'THETRUTH SHALL SET US FREE', RATHER THAN HAVING IT GO THE OTHER WAY, IN WHICH THENORMAL 'CRAZIES' PUSH THE BUTTON & END THE WORLD!":63000S6"OKAY,S CRAZY AS THE REST OF US.":63000R""FEELINGS, THEN, NEED TO BE RATIONAL, 'NOW', AND HUMANISTIC, RATHER THAN IRRATIONAL, PAST, AND FULL OF HATE, RESENTMENT, MISERY, DESPERATION, AND UNRESOLVED PAST EMOTIONAL CONFLICTS, IF LIFE IS TRULYLIVENESS, AFTER WHICH ALL PEOPLE IN KEYPOSITIONS ARE MADE TO GO THROUGH SOME-"rP"THING LIKE 'PRIMAL THERAPY',"$Q"WHICH WOULD RID THEM OF THE MAJOR PAST PAINS THAT WERE AT ONE TIME KEEPING THEMTURNED OFF, UNFEELING, DANGEROUSLY IRRATIONAL, & AROLABLY FROM NORMAL REPRESSED NEUROTICS ARE"O"NOT ALIVENESS AT ALL---THEY'RE VIOLENT DEFENSES AGAINST PAST PAIN!":63000NP"SO THE KEY TO GETTING RID OF MOST OF THEWORLD'S PROBLEMS, THEN, IS TO GET PEOPLETO RECOGNIZE THE TRUTH ABOUT FEELINGS & ALE FOR THE OTHER HALF OF THE PEOPLE ON THIS PLANET. IF THAT".O"SOUNDS LIKE SANE, RATIONAL, LOVING , GOOD 'HUMAN' BEINGS TO YOU I'D SURE HATETO HEAR YOUR IDEA OF CRAZY PEOPLE! FEELINGS = ALIVENESS, AND YET FEELINGS THAT COME BURSTING UNCONT, INSECURE& HELPLESS-SEEMING. IT ALSO EXPLAINS MANY OTHER THINGS, SUCH AS WHY "@N"HALF THE PEOPLE ON THE PLANET SEEM TO SPEND A GOOD DEAL OF THEIR TIME FIGURINGOUT WAYS TO KILL, HARM, TAKE FROM, THREATEN, OR IN OTHER WAYS MAKE LIFE MISERABOU'RE NOT LOOKING & YOU WON'T EVEN SEE OR HEAR OR IN ANY OTHER WAY PERCEIVE THEM COMING.":63000RM"THAT, IF YOU'LL STOP & THINK ABOUT IT FOR A MINUTE, EXPLAINS WHY PEOPLE IN GENERAL ACT SO CRAZY SOMETIMES, & ALSO WHY MOST PEOPLE ARE SO NEEDFULT, ISN'T IT? THIS IS BECAUSE IN THE DARK THE"K"BURGLAR CAN SNEAK UP & HIT YOU & YOU WON'T EVEN SEE IT COMING. IT'S THE SAME WITH PAST FEELINGS---BECAUSE THEY'RE SO DEEPLY REPRESSED YOU 'CAN'T SEE THEM' & THEY CAN 'COME UP & HIT YOU' WHEN"cL"YREMEMBER THAT JUSTBECAUSE OUR FEELINGS ARE 'BURIED',"@J63000/K"THIS DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY HAVE NO EFFECT ON OUR PRESENT LIVES. NOPE--QUITETHE CONTRARY! THINK OF FIGHTING A BURGLAR IN THE DARK. IT'S A LOT SCARIER THAT WAY THAN IN THE LIGHCH MOST OF US LEARNED FROM OUR PARENTS---THE HARD WAY!"EI630005J"OUR REAL SELF-FEELINGS ARE NOW BURRIED AND OUT OF REACH. WE ARE NO LONGER REALLY 'ALIVE'---OUR 'ROLES' MERELY FAKEALIVENESS AS A SOCIAL NECESSITY."::"NOW IT'S IMPORTANT TO REAL 'US'! WE GET OUR IDEAS OF WHICH ROLE TO PLAY & HOW TO PLAY IT FROMSUCH SOURCES AS MOVIES & T.V..":I:"COMMUNICATION BECOMES SECONDARY---NOW THE MOST IMPORTANT THING HAS BECOME TO IMPRESS & INFLUENCE, & ESPECIALLY TO MANIPULATE, A SKILL WHI WE QUICKLY LATCH ONTO THE NEXT AVAILABLE ALTERNATIVE: THEADOPTION OF 'ROLES', ROLE-PLAYING, AND ROLE PSEUDO-FEELINGS."hH:"NOT KNOWING WHAT WE'VE JUST GIVEN UP (BECAUSE IT'S TOO PAINFUL TO LOOK AT) WETHEN BEGIN BELIEVING THAT THESE 'ROLES' ARE THELEM WITH THIS IS THAT WE GET SO USED TO PRETENDING THAT THEY'RE NOT THERE THAT PRETTY SOON WE NO LONGER CAN FEEL THE FEELINGS & OUR PRETENSE"xG"BECOMES THE TRUTH: THEY REALLY AREN'T THERE ANYMORE! WE'VE LOST THEM!":63000:"WITHOUT SELF-FEELINGS, FOREST THROUGH THE TREES---WE CAN'T SEE THE NUTS THROUGH THE NUT-PILE!":UE63000E"MOSTLY INDIRECTLY THROUGH EXAMPLE WE GETTAUGHT THAT 'MATURITY' MEANS"F"TO TURN OFF, GET HARD, & PRETEND THAT WEDON'T FEEL THE FEELINGS THAT WE FEEL. THE PROBE ELSE IN THE ENVIRONMENT THAT WE (THE KID) CAN CHOOSETO BE WITH---ALL THESE ADD UP UNTIL WE END UP IN THE STATE OF 'NORMAL"JE"INSANITY' THAT NEARLY EVERYONE ELSE IS IN. THIS CONDITION IS SO OVERWHELMINGLY PREVALENT THAT IT'S BECOME LIKE THE S TOLL---WE BEGIN TO TURN OFF, BECOME LESS ALIVE, LESS 'REAL', MORE RIGID & FEARFUL, LESS FEELINGFUL, MORE ALIENATED & NEUROTIC, ETC..":63000D"UNMET NEEDS & PARENTAL ERRORS, COMBINED WITH THE USUALLY OVERLOOKED VERY SERIOUSERROR OF HAVING NO ONATIVELY LITTLE ONTOLOGICAL ('BEING') SPACE AND VERY FEW CHOICES ABOUT WHOM WE MAY BE WITH. NORMALLY WE GET STUCK WITH PARENTSWHO HAVEN'T THE SLIGHTEST IDEA OF HOW TODO A DECENT JOB OF 'PARENTING'."Cx"IT ISN'T LONG BEFORE ALL THIS STARTS TO TAKE ITNESS IS A HARD THING TO HOLD ONTO IN THIS WORLD. WE'RE BORN IN A VERY 'ALIVE' STATE---WE'RE A REGULAR LITTLE BUNDLE OF LIVELY, DEEPLY FEELINGFUL ENERGY. HOWEVER, WE'RE NOT ALLOWED TO STAY THIS WAY FOR LONG!"Bn"THE NORMAL ENVIRONMENT HAS REL @ 1::|@:"PLEASE TYPE THE NAME THAT YOU'D LIKE TO BE CALLED NOW---AND DON'T FORGET TO HIT 'RETURN' AFTERWARDS.":@"(NAME---USE NICKNAME):";N1$@(:"DID YOU GET IT RIGHT?":@2"(Y/N):";RR$@<RR$"N"20@FRR$"Y"20Ad:"ALIVE               9,202,208,245,174,0,3,76,2,3,96 =0QW180:V(16336)::Cj:"(PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE)":{"XX(16384),XX12763040663010@16368,0JTUT UP WITH ANYTHING SO THAT I DON'T HAVE TO WORK."R9$(6)"STUBBORN---I'LL MAKE IT WORK OR DIE TRYING---I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT THIS PERSON!"`768,P:769,D:770:ׄHI770790:D:I,D::: R 173,48,192,136,208,5,206,1,3,240, GOTTEN MYSELF INTO SUCH A BAD SITUATION?":R9$(3)"AFRAID TO EVEN THINK ABOUT BEING COMPLETELY RESPONSIBLE FOR MYSELF."6R9$(4)"RESENTFUL TOWARDS MY MATE FOR GETTING MEINTO SUCH A POSITION.":R9$(5)"HELPLESS; MY MATE IS THE BREAD-WINNER---I'LL P NOW---I'M GOING TO DIE ANYWAY."̂R9$(1)"THOUGHTFUL; I CALMLY DISCUSS IT WITH MY MATE & SEE IF WE CAN TAKE ACTION FOR CONSTRUCTIVE CHANGE.":R9$(7)"DESPERATE---HAVING KIDS WILL BRING US CLOSER."~R9$(2)"ANGRY & CONFUSED; HOW COULD I HAVE ??!!"́R8$(5)"RESIGNED BUT REVENGEFUL; I MAY AS WELL FORGET MY LIFE'S PURPOSES---BUT WHO CAN I 'PAY BACK' FOR THIS?":R8$(6)"DECEPTIVE; IF I DON'T TALK OR THINK ABOUT IT, PERHAPS IT WILL GO AWAY."!R8$(7)"SUICIDAL---I MIGHT AS WELL END IT ALL EARCH THE WORLD FOR A CURE---I'LL TRY THEM ALL."vR8$(3)"TERRIFIED & ANGRY; DEATH MIGHT BE CLOSERTHAN I THOUGHT---BUT WHY ME???!!!":R8$(4)"MAD---I'VE GOT TO BLAME SOMEONE FOR THIS HORRIBLE SITUATION. WHY DIDN'T SOMEONE TAKE BETTER CARE OF MEATENED; I CALL THE AIR FORCE & THE COPS.":R7$(7)"RIGHTEOUSLY PARANOID; I GRAB A GUN & FIRE A SHOT IN THE AIR: I MEAN BUSINESS!"2lR8$(1)"RESPONSIBLE; READY TO DO ANYTHING IT TAKES TO NURTURE MYSELF BACK TO HEALTH.":R8$(2)"PERSISTENT; READY TO SACE & WATCH.":R7$(3)"EXCITED TO RUN & TELL MY FRIENDS ABOUT IT, & YET THOUGHTFUL; I ATTEMPT TO COMMUNICATE.":R7$(5)"TERRIFIED---I RUN LIKE MAD."bR7$(4)"REVERENT ABOUT THE CIRCUMSTANCES; AM I A'CHOSEN' ONE? IS THIS THE 2ND COMING?":R7$(6)"THRERY ANYTHING TO FIND THE ANSWERS.":R6$(7)"HOPELESS---EVEN IF IT WAS ANY GOOD, IT WOULDN'T HELP ME.":R7$(1)"TOTALLY ALERT & ATTUNED TO PICK UP IN ANY WAY I CAN THE ALIEN'S VIBES & INTENTIONS~XR7$(2)"INTRIGUED BUT CAUTIOUS; I GET TO A SAFE PL; IT WON'T LAST."|DR6$(3)"DARING---WHAT DO I HAVE TO LOSE? BESIDES---I'VE NOTHING BETTER TO DO.":R6$(4)"SKEPTICAL; NO ONE'S GOING TO PLAY AROUNDWITH 'MY' MIND!":R6$(5)"SUSPICIOUS; LIKE I'D BE CONNED BY EST IFI TOOK IT."}NR6$(6)"DESPERATE---I'LL TE---ANY OPPRESSION IS WORTH IT IF IT GETS ME THE MONEY I NEED."|:R6$(1)"INQUISITIVE & EXCITED; PERHAPS THIS WILLBE GOOD---I'LL LOOK INTO IT FURTHER.":R6$(2)"PESSIMISTIC---MY FRIENDS ARE JUST TEMPORARILY HIGH FROM THE NEWNESS & ALL THE ATTENTIONSION, AT LEAST UNTIL SOMETHING BETTER COMES ALONG.":R5$(4)"CERTAIN THAT I CAN PERSONALLY 'HANDLE' ANY OPPRESSION; I.E. NOT LET IT GET TO ME."@{0R5$(5)"RIGHTEOUS; I CAN INTERRUPT THE OPPRESSION & REFORM EVERYONE DOING IT.":R5$(7)"DESPERATOF MONEY IS WORTH MY HAVING TO BE OPPRESSED ALL THE TIME.":R5$(2)"VERY CONFUSED & AMBIGUOUS ABOUT WHAT'S THE BEST THING TO DO.":R5$(6)"ANGRY; READY TO FIGHT THE OPPRESSION TOOTH & NAIL."z&R5$(3)"WILLING TO TRADE OFF THE MONEY FOR THE OPPRESOTTEN & DESERVES WHAT IT GETS."xR4$(6)"PROTECTIVE; I GRAB THE KID, GET OFF AT THE NEXT STOP, & TAKE THE KID HOME WITH ME IN A TAXI.":R4$(7)"FURIOUS---I FEEL READY TO KILL THE ABUSER---I PUNCH THE ABUSER OUT."yR5$(1)"CERTAIN THAT NO AMOUNT (2)"ANGRY---I YELL AT THE ABUSER FOR DISTURBING BOTH ME & THE KID."xR4$(3)"SELF-SACRIFICING; I STEP IN & LET THE ABUSER HIT ME RATHER THAN THE KID.":R4$(4)"SCARED---I PRETEND NOT TO NOTICE.":R4$(5)"SPITEFUL; I CAN TELL THAT THE KID IS RG SO NOISY---IT'S HIS OWN FAULT HE'S DEAD.":R3$(7)"REVENGEFUL---I PLAN TO KILL THE NEIGHBOR'S CAT, IF NOT THE NEIGHBOR HIMSELF."KwR4$(1)"BRAVE, SCARED, RESPONSIBLE---LIKE RISK- ING FOR A GOOD CAUSE----I INTERRUPT THE ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR.":R4$"GLAD THAT SOMEONE ELSE TOOK THE ENTIRE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE PROBLEM OUT OF MY HANDS.":R3$(4)"SAD THAT MY DOG IS DEAD & CONFUSED ABOUTWHY IT HAPPENED.":R3$(5)"SHOCKED THAT ANYONE WOULD HARM A DOG OVER 'SLEEP'."vR3$(6)"MAD AT MY DOG FOR BEINHER: I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN!"tR3$(1)"ENLIGHTENED ABOUT THE SUDDEN REALIZATIONTHAT I DIDN'T REALLY CARE ABOUT THE DOG OR I'D HAVE TRAINED IT NOT TO BARK.":R3$(2)"ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR NOT TEACHING THE DOGTO SHUT UP FOR ITS OWN GOOD."uR3$(3)D THAT MY MATE WILL LIKE THE OTHER PERSON BETTER THAN ME. I BEGIN TRYING HARDER TO PLEASE."&t֜R2$(6)"UPSET BUT WILLING TO FORGIVE, BUT ONLY IF IT STOPS IMMEDIATELY & NEVER HAPPENS AGAIN.":R2$(7)"COMPLETELY HATEFUL; I KICK MY MATE OUT &TELL HIM/ IN THE NEW PERSON MYSELF.":R2$(3)"NEUTRAL; I DON'T CONSIDER THEIR RELATIONSHIP REAL OR SERIOUS OR ANYTHINGTO WORRY ABOUT."bs̜R2$(4)"SAD THAT I'M NOT 'ENOUGH' FOR MY MATE---S/HE NEEDS OTHER RELATIONSHIPS BESIDES OURS.":R2$(5)"JEALOUS & SCARET FOR HIM/HER."qR1$(1)"COMPASSIONATE---I TRY TO HELP HIM/HER EXPRESS EVERYTHING S/HE NEEDS TO ABOUT WHAT'S WRONG; TOGETHER WE SOLVE IT.":R2$(1)"THRILLED---I WANT TO MEET A NICE NEW PERSON TOO."rœR2$(2)"HAPPY FOR MY MATE, BUT NOT INTERESTED LINGS--- I JUST LET HIM/HER GO AT IT, NO MATTER WHAT THE EFFECT ON ANYONE ELSE NEAR."qR1$(3)"SAD THAT I DON'T HAVE NICER, WELL- BEHAVED KIDS.":R1$(2)"DIPLOMATIC---I CALM HIM/HER DOWN AND DISCUSS IT, & SOLVE IT ACCORDING TO WHATI FEEL IS BESRIOUS---I BEAT THAT KID UNTIL S/HE SHUTS UP.":R1$(6)"ANGER---I SCREAM RIGHT BACK AT THE KID UNTIL S/HE SHUTS UP."WpR1$(5)"CONFUSED---I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO, SO IGO TO MY ROOM & LOCK THE DOOR TO GET AWAY.":R1$(4)"GLAD THAT S/HE CAN EXPRESS FEEJUMP RIGHT IN.":R0$(4)"ANGRY---I'LL DO WHAT S/HE WANTS, BUT I KNOW I'LL NEVER GET MY TURN.":R0$(5)"AGREEABLE---I WILL SATISFY MY MATE."voR0$(6)"SUBMISSIVE TO WHATEVER MY MATE'S DESIRESARE.":R0$(7)"SCARED NOT TO DO WHAT S/HE WANTS ME TO.":R1$(7)"FU OF EXPECTATION---NO MATTER HOW MY MATE MAY FEEL AS A RESULT.":R0$(2)"SELF-MOTIVATED TO FIND OUT WHERE I'M AT & ACT ACCORDINGLY, NO MATTER WHAT MY MATE FEELS S/HE NEEDS."nR0$(3)"TURNED ON---IF ANYONE AROUND ME IS TURNED ON, I AM TOO---I |S9$"I'M INVOLVED IN AN UNHEALTHY RELATION- SHIP WITH OVER-DEPENDENCE (MINE) MANIFESTING ITSELF CONSTANTLY. THIS RELATIONSHIP IS USUALLY NOT GOOD, DUE TOTHIS OVERPOWERING HANG-UP. MY FEELINGS ARE:"mR0$(1)"BRAVE ENOUGH TO BREAK THE HABITDER TAKINGTHE TRAINING. MY FEELINGS ARE:":S8$"I FIND OUT I'VE GOT CANCER. MY FEELINGS ARE:"krS7$"I SEE A U.F.O.. A LITTLE GREEN MAN GETS OUT & STARTS CALMLY WALKING TOWARDS ME, BABBLING A GREETING OF SOME TYPE IN AN ALIEN TONGUE. MY FEELINGS ARE:"lWORKS THERE & NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I KNOW THAT THERE WILL BE LOTS OF SEXISTOPPRESSION ON THIS JOB---MY FRIEND TOLD ME. MY FEELINGS ARE:"\khS6$"TWO OF MY FRIENDS DID EST & ARE VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT, AND I LIKE WHERE THEIRHEADS ARE AT ABOUT IT. I CONSIEN KEEPING THE NEIGHBORS AWAKE---HE BARKS CONSTANTLY. WHEN ASKED TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT, I DID NOTHING.I JUST FOUND MY DOG DEAD---POISONED! MY FEELINGS ARE:"j^S5$"I'M A FEMALE WHO JUST RECEIVED A GOOD JOB OFFER---GREAT PAY! BUT SOMEONE I KNOW hJS2$"I FIND OUT MY MATE HAS BEEN SEEING SOMEONE ELSE---ALTHOUGH S/HE HASN'T MADEANY ATTEMPT TO CONCEAL IT FROM ME. MY FEELINGS ARE:":S4$"I SEE SOMEONE ABUSING A KID ON A BUS, EMOTIONALLY & PHYSICALLY. MY FEELINGS ARE:iTS3$"MY DOG HAS BECRIMINA- TION MORE OFTEN. HERE WE GO!"-g?g@S0$"I'M WITH MY MATE, WHO STARTS GETTING SEXUALLY EXCITED & EXPECTS ME TO RESPOND'APPROPRIATELY'. MY FEELINGS ARE:":S1$"MY KID STARTS GETTING UPSET; THEN CRIES,SCREAMS, & GETS ANGRY. MY FEELINGS ARE:"NECTED) 10 POINTS YOU'LL SEE THE ENTIRE CIRCUIT RE-DRAW &"'gv"YOU'LL BE GIVEN YOUR SCORE. IF YOU'VE BEEN QUICK, WISE, & INTUITIVE YOU'LL BE TOLD THAT YOU'RE VERY RATIONAL. IF NOT-----------WELL, THAT'S A GOOD REASON TO PRACTICE YOUR RATIONALITY- DISTHE NEXT 'SITUATION'. IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU MUST BE ON THE RIGHT POINT BUT THE";f v"WIRE STILL DOESN'T DRAW, THE THING TO DOIS TO PERK UP YOUR EARS: ARE THOSE 'INTUITIVE CLICKS' REALLY AS LOAD & FASTAS POSSIBLE? ADJUST PDL#(1). ONCE YOU'VEHIT (& CON COOL, TAKE YOURTIME, & DON'T BE AFRAID TO LEARN SOMETHING---IT WON'T HURT YOU!"bdu63000Oev"IF YOU GET TO THE 'POINT OF RATIONALITY'---WHERE THE CIRCUIT IS TO DRAW IT'S NEXT 'WIRE', THE COMPUTER WILL LET YOU KNOW: IT'LL DRAW IT & SHOW YOU AND GO THE OTHER WAY. IF YOUBE A WISE-GUY (OR GIRL) & MOVE THE PDL-"icu"KNOB TOO FAST---THE COMPUTER"Wdu"WON'T HAVE TIME TO FIGURE OUT WHAT YOU JUST DID & SO IT WON'T GIVE YOU VERY ACCURATE RATIONALITY LEVELS IN THE FEELINGS IT DISPLAYS. BE0) AND WATCHTHE 'FEELINGS' THAT COME UP ON THE SCREEN; ARE THEY GETTING MORE RATIONAL OR GETTING LESS RATIONAL?"Ecu"IF THEY'RE GETTING MORE RATIONAL THEN KEEP MOVING THE DIRECTION YOU'RE MOVING.IF THEY'RE GETTING LESS RATIONAL THEN TURN AROUNDTIVE CLICKS'. AFTER EACH SITUATION HAS COME UP, MOVE VERTICALLY 1ST & TRY---AS FAST AS YOU CAN---TO POSITION YOURSELF (THE"au"LITTLE PERSON ON THE SCREEN) AT THE PLACE WHERE THESE CLICKS ARE LOUDEST."vbu63000:"AND THEN GO ON TO MOVE PDL#(AME. THERE ARE 2 MAIN WAYS THAT YOU'LL DETERMINE WHETHER YOUR FEELINGS ARE GETTING MORE OR LESS RATIONAL. THE 1ST IS USING YOUR 'RADIOACTIVE"au"INTUITION'. WHEN YOU MOVE PDL#(1), WHICHIS FOR VERTICAL MOVEMENTS, YOU'LL HEAR GREATER OR FEWER 'INTUIAME WE CALL 'RATIONALITY?'. IN THIS GAME YOU'LLSEE VARIOUS SITUATIONS COMING UP, AND THEN YOU'LL BE USING THE GAME PADDLES TOTRY TO FIND THE MOST RATIONAL FEELINGS"`u"YOU CAN. YOU'LL BE COMPLETING A CIRCUIT OF RATIONALITY, WHICH IS THE GOAL OF THEGYOU PRACTICE DISCRIMINATING BETWEEN YOUR RATIONAL & YOUR IRRATIONAL FEELINGS, THE MORE YOU WILL FIND YOURSELF AT CAUSE IN YOUR LIFE---RATHER THAN 'BEING PUSHED AROUND' BY"^u"YOUR PAST FEELINGS & HANG-UPS."_u63000:"OKAY, NOW IT'S TIME TO PLAY A GHICH OF YOUR FEELINGS WERE RATIONAL AND WHICH OF THEM WERE OF THE IRRATIONAL TYPE. THE MORE YOU ACT UPON THE RATIONAL ONES RATHER THAN THE IRRATIONAL ONES, THE MORE YOU'LL FIND THAT YOUR LIFE WORKS BETTER &"^u"IS HAPPIER. ALSO, THE MORE 63000\u"LET'S JUST SUPPOSE THAT VARIOUS TYPES OFSITUATIONS ARE COMING UP FOR YOU AS YOU GO ABOUT YOUR DAILY LIVING. AND LET'S SAY THAT VARIOUS FEELINGS COME UP AS A RESULT OF THESE SITUATIONS. YOUR CHALLENGE, THEN, WOULD BE TO"]u"DECIDE WING LIKETHIS, IF YOU ARE WILLING TO TRY SOME OF THE 'TRIPS' I JUST LISTED."\u:"BUT FOR THE TIME BEING, LET'S JUST SEE IF WE CAN'T PRACTICE FINDING WHICH ARE THE RATIONAL CIRCUITS & WHICH ARE THE IRRATIONAL ONES. THIS IS A GREAT PLACE TO START.": WHERE THEY ARE? IT'S AS IF YOUR MIND WAS A COMPUTER & YOU"aZu"WERE GIVEN THE OPPORTUNITY TO"K[u"REWIRE ALL THE IRRATIONAL CIRCUITS SO THAT YOU COULD NOW CHOOSE TO BE BOTH RATIONAL & FEELINGFUL, EVEN AT THE SAME TIME. WELL, YOU CAN LEARN SOMETHUP, THE MORE ONES FEELINGS ARE IN HARMONY WITH, RATHER THAN IN CONFLICT WITH ONES RATIONALITY.":63000NR1$(1):WQHNR2$(1):eQRNR3$(1):sQ\NR4$(1):QfNR5$(1):QpNR6$(1):QzNR7$(1):QNR8$(1):QNR9$(1):QRR0u:"IN THE AVERAGE MIND, RATIONAL FEELINGS ARE THE EXCEPTIO109000$PZFXX%XX%(T):YY%YY%(T):tP8JT1Ē3:0,95XX%,YY%:P25555:D5:60000::20000:18000:QW17000::PBJT1Ē3:XX%(T1),YY%(T1)XX%,YY%:P25555:D5:60000::20000:18000:QW17000::P N1500P%N22:1-Q*NST(N)20020,20030,20 BED "]O$"(TYPE 1, 2, OR 3):";AN{O$AN1Ľ:40000:61000:18O$AN29300O$AN3Ğ::10:"GOOD NIGHT!!!":O"$9220OT$RT$(13)O^$D$(4)Oh$1002Or$RT$;D$"RUNHELLO"PPFTT1:TTIONAL":9190 N#QW18000::6N#0::1002:54915N#"NOW DECIDE WHETHER YOU'D LIKE TO PLAY AGAIN, GO TO ANOTHER PROGRAM, OR QUIT & GO TO BED:":@O$"(1)PLAY AGAIN (2)GO TO ANOTHER PROGRAM (3)QUIT & GO TOz #      ؠŠӠϠӠM!Π"ٿG ӠϠΠDɠŠ̠̠Ġ:ҠŠɭӠҠҠΠPECIFICS OF PERMISSION:"?G:N1$", I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT:"G"IT'S OKAY TO FEEL HAPPY; PLEASE FEEL TOTAL PERMISSION TO FEEL THIS WAY!":63000G:16302,0:3:X100:Y50:50000:50040:X200:50000:50024:50040:Q13200::::63000OH,"IT'OR PRETEND YOU'RE TOO 'TOUGH' FOR---THAT'S ALL A BUNCH OF MACHO GARBAGE & WE BOTH KNOW IT. LET'S FACE IT: THESE 'FEELINGS' ARE WHAT MAKE US 'ALIVE'!!!. WHAT IS 'LIFE'"G"IF NOT ACTIONS BROUGHT TO LIFE WITH FEELINGS? HERE, THEN, LET'S GET INTO THESE TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE OKAY WITH ME. WHEN YOU FEEL HAPPY OR SAD OR LONELYOR FULFILLED OR SEXY OR HIGH OR LOW OR LIKE LAUGHING OR CRYING---ALL THIS IS TOTALLY OKAY!!!!!":63000F"IT IS NOT---I REPEAT: N-O-T SOMETHING TOHIDE OR BE ASHAMED OF HEIR WHOLE LIVES. IT SOUNDS SIMPLE, & IT'S TRUE THAT IT'S A VERY SIMPLE THING TO SAY--- HOWEVER, IT IS NOT A VERY SIMPLE THING"D"TO ACCEPT, BE OPEN TO, & TAKE TO HEART--AND ACT UPON! TRY OPENING UP TO"E"THIS & SEE WHAT WE MEAN. ALSO, I'D LIKHIS EXPERIENCE. SO WHAT I'D LIKE TO DO IS THIS: I'D LIKE TO GIVE YOU THE OPPOSITE OF THIS EXPERIENCE. I'D LIKE TOGIVE YOU PERMISSION TO BE AN OPEN, FEELING, SENSITIVE PERSON---A TYPE OF PERMISSION MANY PEOPLE HAVE"D"NEVER EVER EXPERIENCED IN TULD BE ASHAMED OF IT---'IT' MEANING FEELINGS & OPENNESS & SENSITIVITY. YOU HAVE PROBABLY HEARD THIS STUFF SO OFTEN THAT YOU NO LONGER REMEMBER THAT IT"B"HAPPENED. BUT IT DID, BELIEVE ME: WE'VE NEVER MET ANYONE YET WHO DIDN'T"B63000C"HAVE TT TO"Ax"YOU. HERE'S WHAT I HAVE IN MIND: ALL YOUR LIFE YOU'VE BEEN TOLD TO HOLD BACK THIS FEELING, DON'T SHOW THAT FEELING, &PRETEND IT DOESN'T HURT---OR DON'T STICKOUT, DON'T GET CAUGHT WITH YOUR DEFENSESDOWN, & HOLD IT ALL IN, AS IF YOU"B"SHOB@d:"OKAY, "N1$","An"AVANT-GARDE CREATIONS, THE CREATORS OF THIS AND OTHER SELF-TRANSFORMATIVE COMPUTER DISKS, WOULD LIKE TO DO SOMETHING NOW THAT'S NEVER BEEN DONE VIACOMPUTER. PLEASE KEEP AN OPEN MIND AND PERHAPS THIS CAN MEAN A LO                    S" D$"RUNRATIONALITY?"1 D$;"RUNFEELINGS" ET$"R"C3 ET$"F"C4O (ET$"P"ET$"K")(ET$"R"ET$"F")190\ R$(13)d R$ 103,1:104,64:16384,0 D$(4) C1000,2000,3000,4000,5000,6000,7000 180 D$"RUNTHE PRIMAL OIL FIELD" D$"RUNTHE KEYS TO AWARENESOOSE WHICH PROGRAM YOU WANT 1ST:": "(P)THE PRIMAL OIL FIELD (K)THE KEYS TO AWARENESS (R)RATIONALITY? (F)FEELINGS" "(TYPE P, K, R, OR F):":ET$ ET$"P"C1 ET$"K"C2 OU'LL FIND THERE, YOU'LL BE IN A BETTER POSITION TO UNDERSTAND THE GAMES ON THIS DISK---SOME OF WHICH ARE RATHER CHALLENGING.": x"PUSH ANY KEY TO CONTINUE" X(16384) X127160 130 16368,0' :"OKAY, LET'S GET TO IT! FIRST CH29)"AVANT-GARDE CREATIONS"< <10)"ALL RIGHTS RESERVED"F E::c F"PUSH ANY KEY TO BEGIN"i Hy KX(16384) PX12786 U75 V16368,0 d"IF YOU HAVEN'T DONE SO YET, IT'S BEST TORUN 'FEELINGS' AT THIS TIME. WITH THE BACKGROUND Y3 36863+ CREATED ON 48K APPLE 2 +B STARTED 4- 7-80o6)"THE ALIVENESS LIFE DYNAMIC"::::19)"BY"::::9)"AVANT-GARDE CREATIONS"#13)"P.O.BOX 30161$12)"EUGENE, OR 97403"::(9)"COPYRIGHT (C) 1980 BY"      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COURSES."_'"MOST OF THAT STUFF IS NONSENSE.":63000:"SO YOU GET TO PLAY JOE OR JILL NORMAL, MEANING AVERAGE, NOT OPTIMUM(!)."`'" THE GAME YOU'LL BE PLAYING IS CALLED 'THE PRIMALD WE JUST DEAL WITH THE AVERAGE, NORMAL PERSON---YOU REPRESENT THIS PERSON WHEN YOU START OUT 80% NEUROTIC."L_'"BEFORE YOU GET RIGHTEOUS AND SAY IT'S A PREPOSTEROUSLY HIGH ESTIMATE, GET ALL THE FACTS. FORGET YOUR BELIEFS ON THE SUBJECT---EVESOME NAMES OF BOOKS THAT WILL CLARIFY THINGS. ONE YOU MIGHT WISH TO CHECK OUT IS 'THE PRIMAL SCREAM' BY JANOV."::" IN THE GAME, WE'RE NOT PRETENDING"t^'"THAT WE, OR THE COMPUTER, HAVE ANY REAL IDEA JUST HOW NEUROTIC YOU, THE PLAYER, ARE. SO INSTEA PAST DISTRESS AND HURT."\'"THE 'NEUROSIS' SCORE WILL REPRESENT HOW MUCH OF YOUR FEELINGS ARE PAIN-BASED, & THEREFORE HOW MUCH OF YOUR LIFE IS NEUROTIC; I.E. 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'GROWING UP' IS 'LEARNING HOW TO QUIT FEELING' IN SUCH A (NORMAL) SITUATION.":XYV'"UNFORTUNATELY, THE FARTHER WE GET FROM FEELINGS, AND THE MORE WE TURN OFF AND 'DEFEND AND PROTECT' OURSELVEGE CHILD'S ENVIRONMENT IS FAR FROM IDEAL, OFTEN CONFRONTING THE CHILD WITH VARIOUS FORMS OF APATHY, MYSTIFICATION, PAIN, PUNISHMENT, EMOTIONAL MANIPULATION, NEGLECT,"XL'"AND LACK OF SPACE TO BE.":63000:"THE CHILD, THEREFORE, LEARNS TO T, BUT TRUE. THIS STRESS HAS A VERY DEFINITE, SPECIFIC"V8'"PAIN-ASSOCIATED BASIS. PAINFUL FEELINGS RELATED TO PAST TRAUMATIC INCIDENTS ARE TRYING TO SURFACE, BUT THE INDIVIDUAL PROTECTS HIM/HERSELF FROM THEM---THEY'RETOO PAINFUL.":WB'" THE AVERA THEY CAN'T FEEL WHAT THIS STRESS IS ASSOCIATED WITH THAT IT'S JUST 'GENERAL"7V.'"BODILY TENSIONS, THE NATURAL CONDITION OF MAN'.":63000:"THEY'RE MISTAKEN. IT'S NOT MAN'S 'NATURAL' CONDITION---IT'S MAN'S AVERAGECONDITION. UNFORTUNATEHE PERSON DOESN'T LET HIM/HERSELF FEEL ALL OF THIS---S/HE SUPRESSES THESE FEELINGS---KEEPING THEM BELOW THE LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS."XU$'"AS A RESULT, YOUR AVERAGE PERSON IS FULLOF GENERALIZED STRESS AND ANXIETY."::" NAIVE PEOPLE THINK THAT SINCEFFECT' OF PAST PAIN, SPECIFICALLY ALL PAST 'PRIMAL' PAIN. THE AVERAGE PERSON IS FULL OF DISTRESS, BARRIERS, NEUROSIS,ENGRAMS, PAIN, OR WHATEVER YOU'D LIKE TOCALL IT."T'"ABOUT 80% (GUESSTIMATE) OF HIS/HER FEELINGS ARE RELATED TO PAST PAIN, BUT T!R U6$:U7$:U9$:S1$:T2$:T4$'R 9R L6$::53000VR T1$:S4$:I6$:T7$:U8$\R nR L7$::53000R T9$:I6$:S3$:S5$:U6$R R L8$::53000R T4$:I7$:I8$:S6$:S7$:S8$:I1$R S'" A PERSON WHO IS NEUROTIC IS 'AT ES6$:S8$:S7$:I1$:S9$Qa 0Qb L1$::53000MQg I2$:I1$:I4$:I9$:U5$SQk eQl L2$::53000Qq T1$:T7$:T9$:U9$:T3$Qu Qv L3$::53000Q{ I3$:15$:S4$:T6$Q Q L4$::53000Q I3$:S4$:T7$:U4$:I7$Q Q L5$::53000 SOMEDAY!":pųL7$"I FEEL LIKE I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING!"qγL8$"I FEEL AFRAID OF DYING; THIS IS FREQUENT!":S1$"DEATH OF MOTHER":S2$"DEATH OF FATHER":S3$"DEATH OF FAVORITE PET":S4$"CRUEL PUNISHMENTS":S5$"HUMILIATION BY PARENT(S) ABOUT LACK ALL THE TIME!":L2$"I FEEL LIKE LIFE IS PASSING ME BY; I'M JUST WATCHING IT!" pijL3$"I FEEL TERRIFIED OF DOGS!":L4$"I FEEL AFRAID OF, AND MADE HUMBLE BY, LARGE PEOPLE!":L5$"I FEEL LIKE BEING NEAR MY MOTHER ALOT!":L6$"I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA GO CRAZY IN CROWDS OR SMALLPLACES!":F5$"I FEEL GUILTY ABOUT SEXUAL THOUGHTS!":F6$"I FEEL IT'S A MAN'S WORLD!"OoF7$"I FEEL LIKE A VICTIM OF EVERYTHING, OR AFALL GUY!":F8$"I FEEL LIKE I'M ALWAYS ILL, WEAK, OR DISEASED!":L1$"I FEEL UNCLEAN IF I DON'T WASH AIN?"mh"(Y/N):";RR$#mmD$(4)6mrRR$"Y"40100Im|RR$"N"40200Tm40030umD$"RUNTHE PRIMAL OIL FIELD"mD$"RUNHELLO"gnF1$"I FEEL DUMB!":F2$"I FEEL READY TO CRY OFTEN!":F3$"I FEEL AFRAID TO SPEAK MY MIND!":F4$"I FEEL CLAUSTRAPHOBIC OVER!"::"WHEN YOU'VE LOCATED 5 GUSHERS YOU'LL ENDTHE GAME---CHECK YOUR ALIVENESS SCORE: DID IT GO UP OR DOWN?"lZ("(YOU STARTED WITH 20%)":63000l*8000l@::"YOUR SCORES ARE:":lJ"NEUROSIS:"NE:lT"ALIVENESS:"ALm^:"WANT TO PLAY AGIT. INCIDENTALLY, IF YOUR ALIVENESS SCORE DIPS BELOW 0 AND YOUR NEUROSIS SCORE GOES OVER 100, IT MEANS YOU'RE READY FORTHE FUNNY FARM. LIKE WACKO!"rlP(63000:"SO THE MEN IN THE WHITE COATS COME AND CARRY YOU AWAY AND YOU HAVE TO START THESE DRY WELLS ARE LOCATED, SO YOU DON'T TRY THEM AGAIN."::"IT'S NOT FAIR TO GO BACK OVER THE SAME GUSHER---IT'S CHEATING. THE RULES ARE THIS: YOU CANNOT 'ER' (ERECT A DERRICK)kF("ON ANY DOT (POTENTIAL OIL WELL) THAT ALREADY HAS A DERRICK ON ING.":63000i2("THE DRY WELL DERRICKS (A'S) IN YOUR OIL FIELD WILL BE 'TAKEN DOWN' WHEN YOU HIT A GUSHER. ONLY THE ONES ABOVE PRODUCING WELLS WILL REMAIN. THOSE OVER DRY WELLS WILL BE GONE IN A FLASH. THEREFORE IT"j<("WOULD BE WISE TO REMEMBER WHERE Y HOLES, SO YOUR CHANCES ARE (USUALLY) 1 IN 5 OF HITTING A GUSHER. THE PLACES YOU'LL" i(("FIND THEM WILL BE RANDOM, AND DIFFERENT EACH GAME."::" DON'T BE AFRAID TO STOP & THINK ABOUTWHAT YOU SEE AFTER YOU GET A GUSHER--- YOU JUST MAY LEARN SOMETHR CASE, ONCE THE PROCESS IS COMPLETE HIT 'C' TO 'CONTINUE HUNTINGFOR OIL'. EXIT FROM THE DRILLING SITE INANY DIRECTION EXCEPT LEFT---"Xh("YOU MIGHT BANG YOUR HEAD ON THE DERRICK."::"THERE WILL BE 8 (SOMETIMES LESS) GUSHERSIN EVERY OIL FIELD AND 32 DRS (POTENTIAL PRIMALLING SPOTS) WHERE YOU DO THE 'DRILLING' FOR 'PRIMAL OIL'. THENTYPE 'ER' FOR 'ERECT A DERRICK"f("AND DRILL A HOLE.' USE THE GAME PADDLES TO MOVE YOURSELF (P)."g(63000:"IF YOU DON'T GET A GUSHER IT'S A DRY HOLE. IN EITHEOSIS IS ANINCREASE IN ALIVENESS, ANY POINTS KNOCKED OFF YOUR NEUROSIS SCORE ARE ADDED TO YOUR ALIVENESS SCORE, & VICE VERSA."wf (" READY TO PLAY? WHEN YOU GO THROUGH THE PRIMAL OIL FIELD, PUT THE BOTTOM OF YOUR 'P' (YOU) ON TOP OF THE DOT, WHICH LETS YOU PARTIALLY DRAIN OFF YOUR SUBTERRANEAN POOL OF PRIMAL PAIN, AS IT WERE, GETS 10POINTS KNOCKED OFF YOUR NEUROSIS SCORE. (CONNECTING FEELINGS AND PURGING PAIN"e("IN THIS PRIMAL WAY DECREASES NEUROSIS.) AND SINCE ANY DECREASE IN NEUR ENCOUNTER WITH ONE OF THESE, IN REALITY. BUT SINCE YOUR AVERAGE"c'"PERSON GETS MORE AND MORE NEUROTIC AS S/HE GROWS OLDER (DID YOU KNOW THAT?) WEGIVE YOU 2 MORE POINTS ON YOUR 'NEUROSISSCORE' FOR HITTING A DRY WELL.":63000d'" HITTING A GUSHER(SCREAM, CRY, INTENSELY FEEL) OUT THE PAIN, OR AT LEAST SOME OF IT, AND BECOMEMORE WHOLE, ALIVE AND LESS NEUROTIC."Ac':" A 'DRY WELL' IS A FEELING THAT SEEMS TO LEAD YOU NOWHERE WHEN YOU LET YOUR- SELF SINK INTO IT. YOU LOSE NOTHING BUT TIME IN ANWING WHICH FEELINGS WILL BE 'GUSHERS' AND WHICH ONES WILL BE 'DRY WELLS.'":63000:" A 'GUSHER' IS ONE THAT YOU FOLLOW BACKWARDS DOWN ITS TIME-TRACK INTO THE"ub'"PAST AND IT LEADS YOU TO SOME BASIC PRIMAL SCENES AND ALLOWS YOU TO 'PRIMAL'H XN7<6NWRU@ TPhhHNɍ-Ɍ+*+*++8 $%ll%J) +%j )* * (je$*h-HJJJ'hH*&'*&'*&')&&OH**hQ**O+i+$$! $%%#"%Nh`  <"\:FBF:<<@@\bBb\\bb\@<:FBBB8 0 "" "8.TTTT>DDDD8DDD8:FF:\bb\@@:F|<@>>H0BBBb\BBB$DDTTlB$$BBBb\@<~ ~880(8DRj2x$B~BBB>DD
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EXPERIENCE":I9$"OFTEN MADE GUILTY":T1$"DISCOVERED PARENT(S) HATED OR DISLIKED YOU":T2$"DIVORCE---BROKEN HOME":T3$"PARENT(S) ALWAYS BUSY, GONE, OR TIRED"tT4$"NEARLY DIED IN BIRTH; PREMATURE":T5$"NEARLY STRANGLED ON UMBILI"HUMILIATION BY PARENT(S) FOR LACK OF CLEANLINESS":I3$"ATTACKED PHYSICALLY BY A MEAN PERSON":I4$"RAPED, SEXUAL ABUSE":I5$"ATTACKED BY A DOG OR OTHER ANIMAL":I6$"FREQUENT MYSTIFICATION, OPPRESSION, PRESSURES"sI7$"EXPERIENCED TERRIBLE PRISONOF CLEVERNESS"qسS6$"SERIOUS ILLNESS IN WHICH YOU FELT HELPLESS":S7$"NEAR DEATH FROM A SERIOUS ACCIDENT":S8$"UNDERWENT A SERIOUS SURGICAL OPERATION":S9$"RIDICULE FOR BEING PHYSICALLY DIFFERENT":I1$"ACCIDENTALLY SERIOUSLY HURT SOMEONE"rI2$ (2)ANOTHER PROGRAM (3)QUIT"bKκ:"(TYPE 1,2, OR 3):";CHrKέCH152996KέCH252993KέCH3ė::"GOOD NIGHT!":KΫ52960KD$(4)Kό1002KϺD$"RUNHELLO"Kό1002KD$(4) LϺD$"RUNTHE KEYS TET PLACE WITH HELPING HANDS' YOU LEAD OTHERS ONTO THE PATH VIA COMPASSION AND RADIANCE."Jΰ63000JΗ:"WOULD YOU LIKE TO PLAY AGAIN, GO TO ANOTHER PROGRAM, OR QUIT AND GO TO BED?":DKκ"(1)PLAY AGAIN ENLIGHTENMENT) 'RETURNING TO THE SOURCE' YOU OBSERVE THE PERFECTION OF INFINITE CHANGE---THE WAXING & WANING OF LIFE.":52960Jκ"(LEVEL 10: ENLIGHTENED ACTION IN THE WORLD) 'ENTERING THE MARK THE OX HAS VANISHED---IT TURNED OUT THATTHE OX HAS BEEN YOUR TRUE NATURE ALL ALONG.":52960Hκ"(LEVEL 8: SOME ENLIGHTENMENT HERE) 'BOTH OX AND SELF FORGOTTEN' DELUSION HAS GONE---YOUR SELF HAS BECOMEALL.":52960Iκ"(LEVEL 9: FULL BACK ONTO THE PATH.":52960Gκ"(LEVEL 6: FAIR AWARENESS ATTAINED) 'RIDING THE OX HOME' THE STRUGGLE CEASES---MUSIC AND SERENITYPREVAIL.":52960`Hκ"(LEVEL 7: ENLIGHTENMENT COMING) 'OX FORGOTTEN, SELF ALONE' THE 'SOURCE' IS GRASPED FOR THE 1ST TIME; THERE IS STRUGGLE.":52960Gκ"(LEVEL 5: WORKING ON IT) 'TAMING THE OX' HOWEVER YOUR THOUGHTS WANDER, YOU KEEP PULLING THEM (AND THE OX, WITH A ROPE) FALSE YET.":52960Eκ"(LEVEL 3: BETTER) 'GLIMPSE OF THE OX' REALIZATION: THAT WHICH IS PERCEIVED IS IDENTICAL WITH THE TRUE 'SOURCE'.":52960ZFκ"(LEVEL 4: SOME AWARENESS) 'CATCHING THE OX' VEL 1: LITTLE AWARENESS) 'SEEKING THE OX' WHY SEARCH FOR THE PERFECTION YOU ALREADY POSSESS?":52960Eκ"(LEVEL 2: STILL LITTLE AWARENESS) 'FINDING THE TRACKS' CANNOT DISTINGUISH TRUE FROMCT10000RT1!CέCT10000RT23CέCT6000RT3ECέCT3000RT4WCέCT1500RT5iCέCT1400RT6{CέCT1300RT7CέCT1200RT8CέCT1100RT9CέCT1000RT10CδRT52950,52951,52952,52953,52954,52955,52956,52957,52958,52959Dκ"(LEBUDDHA- MIND, OR HUMAN BEINGS' INHERENT ENDOWMENT OF PERFECTION.":Bκ"IT'S NOT PERFECTION THAT MUST BE LEARNED-----BUT COMPLETE REALIZATION OF THIS PERFECTION, & COMPLETE AWARENESS OF TRUTH & ONENESS---VIA ENLIGHTENMENT.":63000: CέESS IN ZEN ARE THE 10 OXHERDING PICTURES, WHICH RANGE FROM 'SEEKING THE OX' (LEVEL 1, LEAST AWARE),TO 'ENTERING THE MARKET PLACE WITH"MBκ"HELPING HANDS' (LEVEL 10, MOST AWARE). OUR RATING SYSTEM IS BASED UPON THESE PICTURES. THE 'OX' REPRESENTS s @dD$(4)@D$"OPENSC"-@,D$"READSC"5@CTD@D$"CLOSE"@κ"THE GAME IS OVER. YOUR SCORE IS:"CT@κ:"LET'S SEE WHAT RATING THAT SCORE GETS:"@ΰ63000AΗ:"AMONG THE VARIOUS FORMULATIONS OF THE LEVELS OF AWAREN   \!7F  567m666gd $$d53-'7.M 76 5n666m$ MR2$:1730MR3$:1730,MR4$:1730;MR5$:1730JMR6$:1730YMR7$:1730hMR8$:1730MQQQQ1:QQ500Ĺ16368,0:1500:62000:62000:NN1:MPK(16384)MPK127Ĺ16368,0:Z$:CTCTQQ:1500:0:7000:3:1765M1730NBALB2$:1730LB3$:1730-LB4$:1730v"7 BARRIERS TO GET OUT OF LEVEL 5 AND INTO 'REAL AWARENESS', WHICH YOU COULD ALMOST CALLOP-UP BARRIERS ('STUFF'). THE EXCEPTION IS 'U', WHICH IS GOOD ONLY FOR 'UNLOCKING' THE DOOR TOTHE NEXT AWARENESS LEVEL ONCE YOU'VE HAPPENED UPON A 'KEY' (KEY INSIGHT)."j/v63000k4v"YOU MUST DISSOLVE: 3 BARRIERS TO GO FROM LEME MASTER OF"i v"YOUR 'STUFF-PUPPIES', RATHER THAN VICE VERSA."::"AS YOU MASTER THEM, YOU'LL LEARN TO CHOOSE 'ALTERNATIVES TO PAST STUFF', TO BE FOUND ON THE RESPONSE CARD THAT CAME WITH THE DISK. HITTING A-Z IS THE"j*v"WAY YOU'LL RESPOND TO P INFLUENCED, IF NOT CAUSED, BY PAST 'STUFF'.":63000 iv" YOUR CHALLENGE, IF YOU'RE INTERESTED ENOUGH IN AWARENESS TO ACCEPT IT, IS TO CIRCUMVENT AND/OR DISSOLVE THESE POP-UP 'BARRIERS TO AWARENESS', SO THAT YOU MAYINCREASE AWARENESS AND BECOOUR 'STUFF'."gv:"IN THE GAME PAST FEELINGS AND BELIEFS ACT AS BARRIERS, INCARCERATING YOU AND KEEPING YOU AT LOWER AWARENESS LEVELS. THE STATEMENTS THAT 'POP UP' ARE EITHER DIRECTLY PAST STUFF, OR PRESENT">h v"FEELINGS THAT HAVE BEEN STRONGLY L BE PUSHED AROUND AND"Wfu"OPPRESSED BY IT. IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT? OF COURSE NOT!!!"gu63000:"IN AN EFFORT TO AID YOU IN DEVELOPING SUCH AWARENESS-HABITS, WE'VE DEVELOPED THIS GAME, WHICH GIVES YOU AN ALTERNATIVE TO BEING AT EFFECT OF Y YOUR 'STUFF' IS GOING TO LEAD YOU AROUND ON A LEASH AS IF YOU"eu"WERE THE PUPPY AND IT WAS THE MASTER. IFYOU DO NOT FORM EFFECTIVE, CONSISTANT AWARENESS HABITS YOU'LL BE A PUPPET ON"fu"A STRING---VERY MUCH AT EFFECT OF ALL THIS STUFF. YOU'LELF AS A RULE, LEARN NOWNESS AND BEING, KEEP YOURSELF AWARE OF WHAT'S GOING ON OUT THERE BY"Beu"CONSCIOUSLY SEPARATING YOUR EXPERIENCES FROM EITHER YOUR BELIEFS OR YOUR PAST FEELINGS.":63000:" YOU SEE, IF YOU REFUSE TO FORM SUCH NEW HABITS,AND SAY 'YOU'RE CUTE', OR 'NICE DOGGY', BUT DON'T TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY.THE THING TO TAKE SERIOUSLY IS LEARNING"bdu"HOW TO BE WITH YOUR PRESENT EXPERIENCE ---IN THE 'NOW'-REALITY. FORM NEW PERCEPTUAL HABITS, WHERE YOU BEGIN TO QUESTION YOURS AND ATTEMPTING TO COLOR YOUR PERCEPTION OF REALITY---YOU bu"DO NOT HAVE TO LET IT TRICK YOU!!! THIS FACT IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT---DON'T FORGET IT.":63000scu" THINK OF ALL THIS PAST STUFF AS PUPPIES. WHEN IT SURFACES, PAT IT ON THEHEAD PERIENCING WHAT IS) AND TELL YOURSELF THAT THIS IS REALLY THE 'TRUE REALITY'? THE CHOICE ISUP TO YOU.";bu" THIS BRINGS UP A SECOND BASIC CRITERION RELATIVE TO EVOLVING AWARENESS---CHOICE. EVEN THOUGH 'STUFF' WILL FOREVER BE COMING UPBASIC CRITERION IN ALL THIS IS RESPONSIBILITY. ARE YOU WILLING TO TAKE UPON YOURSELF THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR YOUR OWN DEVELOPMENT OF AWARENESS, OR WILL YOU CONTINUE TO 'LOOK AT YOUR STUFF' (NOT SEEING THE TRUTH OR"mau"BEING IN THE NOW OR EXERIENCING"_u"THINGS. OTHER QUESTIONS TO ASK YOURSELF: 'HOW MUCH OF THIS IS PAST FEELINGS AND/OR BELIEFS RELATED TO THE PAST AND NOT RELEVANT TO NOW?' 'HOW MUCH AM I LETTINGMY PAST TAINT MY PRESENT PERCEPTIONS IN THIS MATTER?'":_u63000`u" A IS, ANYMORE.":63000k^u" AS WE MENTIONED, YOU'LL NEVER RID YOURSELF OF ALL THIS STUFF, BUT YOU MAY" _u"CERTAINLY LEARN TO RESPOND TO IT COMING UP IN CONSCIOUSLY AWARE WAYS: ALWAYS ASKYOURSELF 'BUT WHAT'S 'REALLY' HAPPENING HERE?' WHEN YOU'RE EXPdÓ100,56180,56180,114100,114100,56:R}nÓ70,39210,39210,13170,13170,39:{}xÓ40,22240,22240,14840,14840,22:}Ó10,5270,5270,16510,16510,5:}ÁQW7397:130,QW150,QW::50020:62000:~ÁQW56114:100,QW180,QW::50030:62000:AT WAY, SO I MUST BE WRONG":R6$"BUT I WAS BROUGHT UP TO BELIEVE---":R7$"IF I WASN'T JUST A GIRL, I'D---":R8$"THE CONSTANT BOMBARDMENT I GET OF MEDIA VALUES IS INCONSEQUENTIAL---I DON'T TAKEIT SERIOUSLY"||ZÓ130,73150,73150,97130,97130,73:)} ARE REALLY BASICALLY HAPPY"{R1$"IF SOMEBOBY ELSE DOES IT 1ST,THEN I'LL DO IT":R2$"IT'S NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY":R3$"NOTHING REALLY EVER CHANGES":R4$"IF I GROW BEYOND WHERE I'M AT, I'LL HAVETO LEAVE MY FRIENDS BEHIND"|R5$"NOBODY ELSE SEES IT THTY IS A SICKNESS":A3$"SEXUALITY IS THE FOUNDATION OF TRUE INTIMACY"{|A4$"FINDING THE RIGHT MATE WILL PUT ME ON THE ROAD TO HAPPINESS":A5$"I'VE MADE IT; NOW I CAN RELAX":A6$"I SURE FEEL BETTER THAN I DID":A7$"I'D RATHER HAVE 'FUN'":A8$"PEOPLEALENT":B9$"THE INSTITUTIONS OF MARRIAGE AND THE FAMILY ARE THE BASIC FOUNDATIONS OF GOOD MENTAL HEALTH"HzrA1$"IF NON-WESTERN MEDICAL IDEAS REALLY WORKED, I'M SURE THE WESTERN MEDICAL ESTABLISHMENT WOULD BE USING THEM NOW":A2$"HOMOSEXUALI ME---ALL PARENTS LOVE THEIR KIDS":B5$"PEOPLE WHO GO TO CHURCH ARE VERY RELIGIOUS PEOPLE":B6$"IF I GO TO SCHOOL LONG ENOUGH, THEN WISDOM WILL BE MINE"oyhB7$"IF I DON'T FEEL BAD, I MUST BE HEALTHY":B8$"I GUESS I WASN'T BORN WITH MUCH TTHEY'RE NOT REALLY DUMB ENOUGH TO PUSH THE BUTTON AND END THE WORLD":B2$"THE PEOPLE IN CHARGE MUST KNOW WHAT THEYARE DOING OR THEY WOULDN'T BE IN CHARGE":B3$"OF COURSE I LOVE MY PARENTS---EVERYBODY LOVES THEIR PARENTS"x^B4$"OF COURSE MY PARENTS LOVETHAN ALL OF MY BELIEFS--- EVEN THOUGH THEY SOMETIMES 'FEEL' STRONGER THAN ME"vJK3$"I DO HAVE A CHOICE ABOUT WHETHER I LISTEN TO MY BELIEFS OR NOT":K4$"I AM A PERSON. 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