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YOUR CHANCES OF BUMPING INTO"w˺"REALLY RARE INDIVIDUALS OF THIS TYPE AREAT BEST 1 IN 10,000. IF YOU'RE NOT TOO FUSSY ABOUT WHO YOU'RE WITH--NO PROBLEM.IF YOU ARE--WRITE US ABOUT THIS HINGS YOU DO IN YOUR LIFE WILL MEAN MUCH LESS. A LIFE WITHOUTAFFECTION, TRUST, SHARING OR DEPTH IN RELATIONSHIPS IS AN EMPTY ONE.":63000:]v˺"(19)NOTHING LESS THAN SOMETHING LIKE 'THE A.L.S. FORUM & NEWSLETTER' IS GOINGTO GIVE YOU GOOD ODDS FOR THEMSELVES AS ONLY THAT & HAVE NO ONE TOCOMPLAIN TO."t˺"ADDITIONALLY, WHO AMONG US HAS SUCH GOODE.S.P. THAT THEY CAN KNOW THE THOUGHTS IN THE MIND OF AN APPRECIATIVE ONLOOKER?":63000:u˺"(18)IF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS ARE NOT GOOD, THEN THE OTHER T":63000:"IF A FEMALE FEELS 'SEEN' AS LESS THAN SHE IS WITH A PASSIVE ADMIRER, IT THEN BECOMES HER RESPONSIBILITY TO MEET THAT PERSON & BE SOMETHING MORE WITH"8t˺"THEM.":"PEOPLE UNWILLING TO BE MORE THAN A PASSING SEXY FORM ARE DEFINING DISTINCTION SHOUD BE MADE BETWEEN CATCALLING OR WHISTLING AND MEREAPPRECIATION OF A PASSING SEXY FEMALE FORM. THE LATTER IS MERELY PART OF THE ENJOYMENT OF LIFE, WHEREAS THE FORMER"s˺"DOES MAKE A FEMALE FEEL LIKE SHE'S LESS THAN SHE REALLY IS.FOR SEXUAL EXPLORATION WHILE MALES ARE MANLY), SEEING FEMALES ONLY AS SEX-"q˺"OBJECTS OR FOR THEIR MOTHERING ABILITY, OR IN ANY WAY SEEING THE PART AS OPPOSED TO THE WHOLE FEMALE, ALL ARE MANIFESTATIONS OF SEXISM."r˰63000:"A SHARP ERE THEMSELVES OPPRESSED IN SOME WAY. THE FORM OF SEXISM IS ARBITRARILY CHOSENBY THE OPPRESSOR BECAUSE IT IS A"Qq˺"CONVENIENT & SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE FORM OFTENSION RELEASE."::"MALE SUPERIORITY, MALE DOMINANCE, DOUBLESEXUAL STANDARDS (FEMALES ARE EVIL PEOPLE CAN CHOOSE TO BRING OUT,"o˺"BE WITH & EXPERIENCE ALL OF THEIR FEELINGS INSTEAD OF DETERMINISTICALLY ACTING THEM OUT IN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS.":63000:pp˺"(17)SEXIST OPPRESSION OCCURS BECAUSE EARLIER IN THEIR LIVES THE OPPRESSORS WBOUT NON-SEXISM AS APPLIED TO GOALS, ROLES, ATTITUDES, EXPECTATIONS, & BELIEFS AMONG ALL PEOPLE INVOLVED.":63000: o˺"(16)ONE OF THE PREREQUISITES FOR SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIPS IS THE CREATIONOF PROPER SOUNDPROOF FEELING SPACES IN WHICH EXUAL CONFUSION THAT EVERYONE IS FULL OF IN THIS HIGHLY DISTRESSED AREA."::"A MUCH MORE POSITIVE & REALISTIC APPROACH FOR REMOVING THE BARRIERS OF SEXISM FROM RELATIONSHIPS IS RATIONAL"{n˺"NON-DISTRESSED DISCUSSIONS & AGREEMENTS Al˰63000l˺"NONE OF THE ABOVE ARE INTRINSICALLY SEXIST IN ANY WAY. ADMIRING SOMEONE DOESNOT OPPRESS THEM SEXUALLY OR IN ANY OTHER WAY. THE CURRENT CONFUSION BETWEENSEXY & SEXIST IS BUT ANOTHER MANIFESTATION OF THE"m˺"TREMENDOUS S PULCHRITUDE"k˺"SEXY POSTURES SEXY CLOTHES LUSTFUL DESIRES"::"ALL OF THE ABOVE DO BRING OUT DISTRESS &PROBLEMS IN PEOPLE, BUT THIS IS DUE TO UNRESOLVED PAST SEXUAL DISTRESS." THIS AREA ARETHE TRUE BARRIERS.):"::"ENJOYING SEXINESS IN ANY FORM"!k˺"SEXUAL ATTRACTIVENESS IN ANY FORM APPRECIATING JIGGLING BREASTS NOTICING CUTE REAR ENDS THE PRETTY FEMALE FORM OF A WOMAN GOING BY ON THE STREET OPELESS UNLESS THEY PRIMALLY EXPERIENCE THE MULTITUDINOUS"i˺"BARRIERS THAT KEEP THEM PARALYZED IN THEAREA OF RELATIONSHIPS.":63000:Fj˺"(15)THESE ARE NOT SEXIST & DON'T GET IN THE WAY OF RELATIONSHIPS. (DISTRESS-BASED BELIEFS INE OF DEPENDENT ATTACHMENT WHICHIS INDICATING NEEDS (D-COGNITION) AS"sh˺"OPPOSED TO LOVE (B-COGNITION).":63000:@i˺"(14)'LONERS' ARE PEOPLE TOTALLY AT EFFECT OF PAST EMOTIONAL TRAUMA IN RELATIONSHIPS. THEIR QUEST FOR HAPPINESS IS H(ONTOLOGICAL NON- BEING). A PERSON WHO FEELS FULL FEELS NOTHREAT WHATSOEVER WHEN A LOVED ONE IS"Dh˺"AROUND ANOTHER."::"IN FACT THIS PERSON FEELS QUITE THE REVERSE & REJOICES IN THEIR HAPPINESS. ANYTHING LESS THAN REJOICING IS INDICATIVRIA IS EXCLUSIVE-POSSESSIVE MUTUAL OBSESSION, SHUTTING OUT ALL OTHERS, & INCLUDING MOON, SPOON, SWOON, & UNACKNOWLEDGED INSANITY.":63000:cg˺"(13)THE ESSENSE OF JEALOUSY IS AN UNACKNOWLEDGED FEELING OF EMPTINESS & LACK OF SELF WORTH TRULY A LOVE"e˺"RELATIONSHIP YOU MUST ASK YOURSELF:"::"IF YOU FEEL LIKE BEING THIS WAY WITH EVERYONE, IF YOU WANT TO INCREASE THE # OF YOUR RELATIONSHIPS, & IF YOU WOULD LIKE IT TO BE THIS WAY FOR EVERYONE.":f˺"MORE GENERALLY ACCEPTED CRITEEXAMPLES OF BARRIERS TO SUCCESSFUL MULTIPLE RELATIONSHIPS.":63000: e˺"(12)TO DETERMINE WHETHER A RELATIONSHIP IS BASED ON TRUE LOVE YOU MUST USE MOSTLY THE OPPOSITE CRITERIA FROM THAT WHICH YOU GENERALLY ACCEPT: TO DETERMINEIF A RELATIONSHIP IS RELATIONSHIP IN THIS SITUATION WILL BE DEEPENED & HEIGHTENED MANYFOLD BECAUSE OF THE CONTEXT IN WHICHIT IS OCCURRING."Dd˺:"BELIEFS ABOUT 'NOT ENOUGH TIME' OR THAT 'PEOPLE HAVE A NATURAL INCLINATION TO RELATE TO ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON' ARE MORE (11)BELIEFS ABOUT MULTIPLE RELATIONSHIPSIS ONE OF THE BIGGEST BARRIERS TO THEIR ACTUALIZATION. BY HAVING MULTIPLE RELATIONSHIPS IN A GOOD ENVIRONMENT & WITH AWARENESS, ALL RELATIONSHIPS"zc˺"CONTRIBUTE TO EACH OTHER TO SUCH A DEGREE THAT ANY"(10)ALMOST NOTHING THE MEDIA HAS EVER PUT INTO YOUR HEAD ABOUT LOVE IS TRUE, SO ONE OF THE BEST REQUIREMENTS FOR AWARENESS IN LOVE-RELATIONSHIPS IS TO VIRTUALLY LOBOTOMIZE YOUR MIND OF THIS"a|˺"GARBAGE BEFORE UNDERTAKING THEM.":63000:b˺"HERS. YOU CAN'T LOVE ANYONE UNTIL YOU LOVE YOURSELF.":63000:`p˺"(9)IF RELATIONSHIPS COME FROM 'SHOULD'- CONTEXT THEY'RE DOOMED TO FAIL. IF THEY COME FROM SELF-CONTEXT WITH ALL THE PEOPLE INVOLVED, THEIR SUCCESS IS NEARLYASSURED.":63000:az˺E OTHER PERSON IS UNABLE OR UNWILLING TO DEMONSTRATE THE INTENTION"_^˺"TO MAKE THE RELATIONSHIP WORK, THEN YOU'RE BETTER OFF ALONE.":63000:A`f˺"(8)A SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIP WITH ONESELF IS NECESSARY FOR SUCCESSFUL RELATIONSHIPS WITH OTPARENT-CHILD DOGMA) THE MORE YOUR RELATIONSHIPS HAVE SPACE TO BE RATHER THAN BE CHOKING IN BELIEFS.":63000:C_\˺"(7)DIFFICULTIES IN RELATIONSHIPS ARE BEST SEEN AS CHALLENGES RATHER THAN REASONS TO ACT OUT HANG-UPS ON EACH OTHER. IF THz#      ̠ΠƠ@ҠB!Π:Ϡ ŠɭӠҠҠҠŠΠ ˠҠ+  <"\:FBF:<<@@\bBb\\bb\@<:FBBB8 0 "" "8.TTTT>DDDD8DDD8:FF:\bb\@@:F|<@>>H0BBBb\BBB$DDTTlB$$BBBb\@<~ ~880(8DRj2x$B~BBB>DD
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PLEASE ALWAYS HIT THE 'RETURN' KEY"Cn"AFTER TYPING ANY RESPONSE WHATSOEVER--- NOW & AT ANY LATERNT-GARDE CREATIONS"2A<10)"ALL RIGHTS RESERVED"S.2:21:"'SHOULD'":2:"BE MORE":2:"DEVOTED"GS/107hS42:4:"JEALOUS":2:"LOVER"S52:8:"LOVER":2:"MAKES UP":2:"RULES"S62:12:"COOPERA-":2:"TION DIF-":2:"FICULTY"S72:17:"AFFEC-":2:"TION MIS":2:"-SING"'T8";:972,16RXF0810&RXF18204RXF2830BRXF3840PRXF4850R*2:4:"PEOPLE":2:"DON'T":2:"LIKE YOU"R+2:8:"KNOW NO":2:"'GOOD'":2:"PEOPLE"R,2:12:"SUPER-":2:"FICIAL":2:"REL." S-2:17:"DIFFI-":2:"CULTY IN": BOX AT THE END.)"Q+63000Q0"FINALLY, TO STOP THE ELEVATOR AT THE CHOSEN FLOOR, ALL YOU DO IS SIMPLY PRESSANY KEY ON THE KEYBOARD---MAKE SURE IT'SWHERE YOU WANT IT.":Q:"GOOD LUCK & HAVE FUN, "N1$"!":63000QDQG1 R54,0:55,21:" I'VE STACKED THE CARDS IN YOUR FAVOR. YOU MAY REVERSE THE DIRECTION OF THE ELEVATOR AT ANY TIME SIMPLY BY PUSHING THE '0' (LEFT) GAME CONTROL BUTTON. (FOR YOU NOVICES, THE THING TO LOOK FOR IS A LONG BLACK"Q&"CORD WITH A KNOB-TOPPED CONTROLNDERSTAND, W/ =WITH.":O"IF YOU HAPPEN TO SEE LOTS OF CHOICES THAT YOU'D LIKE TO TRY, BUT CAN CHOOSE ONLY ONE THE 1ST TIME AROUND, DON'T WORRY---YOU'LL BE GIVEN PLENTY MORE CHANCES TO GET BACK TO THOSE.":O63000P"ONE MORE THING: EN FLOOR WHEN YOU STOP IT."&N63000O"SIMPLY MAKE SURE THAT OVER 1/2 OF THE ELEVATOR IS OPPOSITE THE CORRECT FLOOR. INCIDENTLY, HERE ARE A FEW ABBREVIATIONSTHAT YOU'LL NEED TO KNOW: REL.(S)= RELATIONSHIP, COMM.=COMMUNICATION, UNDST.(S)=ULEFTOF THE ELEVATOR) FOUND ON THAT FLOOR.":N"THERE IS A CATCH, HOWEVER! THE SOLUTIONSWILL OFTEN CHANGE BEFORE YOU CAN GET TO THEM. SO RUSH FOR THE CHOSEN ONE ONCE YOU MAKE UP YOUR MIND. YOU NEEDN'T HAVE THE ELEVATOR DIRECTLY OPPOSITE THE CHOOSIN TIME?'. THE RULES ARE SIMPLE: YOU WILL BE RIDING AN ELEVATOR & TRYING TO GET OFF ON ONE OF 5FLOORS. THE FLOOR YOU'LL TRY TO GET OFF ON WILL BE THE ONE CONTAINING THE",M"SOLUTION (TO THE RIGHT OF THE ELEVATOR) TO THE RELATIONSHIP PROBLEM (TO THE Y BE SURPRISED AT WHAT COMES UP FOR YOU IN THESE THINKING SPACES. PROGRAMS ARE MOSTLY PEOPLE INPUTTING COMPUTER OUTPUT---THESE SPACESARE FOR YOU TO INPUT YOUR OWN OUTPUT."::63000:L"LET'S PLAY A GAME. THE NAME OF THE GAME IS 'WILL YOU GET OFF LINE WITH THE ABOVE, YOU'LL BE NOTICING THAT THE PROGRAMS ON THIS DISK CONTAIN SOME WAITING SPACES. FOR MAXIMUMEFFECTIVENESS OF THESE PROGRAMS, USE THETIME TO INTROSPECT ON YOUR RELATIONSHIPSIN THE CONTEXT OF WHAT YOU'RE"K"LEARNING HERE. YOU MA AROUND YOU IS DOING"I"QUITE BADLY---SO THAT WHEN YOU MERELY DOA BIT LESS BADLY YOU END UP FEELING THATYOU'RE DOING FINE."::63000::"SO, IF YOU FEEL YOUR RELATIONSHIPS ARE DOING FINE AT THIS TIME, I'D LIKE TO ASKTHIS: COMPARED TO WHAT?":J"IN, BUT NOT MANY WHO REALLY ARE.$HI"THE REASON SOME PEOPLE THINK THEY'RE DOING WELL IS BECAUSE THEY COMPARE HOW THEY'RE DOING WITH HOW OTHERS THEY KNOW ARE DOING. UNFORTUNATELY, THIS TYPE OF THINKING IS INVALID. IT'S QUITE POSSIBLETHAT EVERYONE0GRR$"N"400G400-G"HI, "N1$","H"(BEFORE WE BEGIN, LET'S MAKE SURE WE UNDERSTAND EACH OTHER ABOUT A COUPLE OF THINGS. VERY FEW PEOPLE RUN THEIR RELATIONSHIPS VERY WELL. THERE ARE MANY PEOPLE WHO 'THINK' THEY'RE RUNNING THEM WELLCALLED DURING THIS PROGRAM (A NICKNAME IS GOOD). IN CASE YOU'RE UNFAMILIAR WITHCOMPUTERS---ALWAYS PRESS THE 'RETURN' KEY AFTER EVERY RESPONSE YOU TYPE"F"(NAME):";N1$F:"DID YOU GET IT RIGHT?"F"(Y FOR YES, N FOR NO):";RR$G:RR$"Y"483 EQ1E60E233$E1002QE1:"DID YOU GET THE CHOICE YOU WANTED?"cE"(Y/N):";RR$ERR$"Y"T0:Q0:10000:300ERR$"N"T0:Q0:60E235E,(4);"BLOADCHAIN,A520"E6520"WALK"F"PLEASE TYPE THE NAME YOU WANT TO BE D0DR64:S1:R:S*DP(16336)2D60CDXX(16384)^DXX127Ĺ16368,0:157gD153mDDP25:D49:60000:P50:60000DA40A25D(A39)(A76)A60D(A75)(A111)A95D(A110)(A146)A130DA145A164EA QUEER ":A3252::c "COPE W/THE FEELINGS ":A3253:`c "WORK ON AWARENESS ":A42540:c "BE ASSERTIVE ":A4255:c "AS LONG AS IT'S LOVE":A4256:c "GIVE AN ULTIMATUM ":A5257:c 108c "LET IT BE ":A5258:d ":A1245:4b "BE THRIFTIER ":A1246:Zb "UNDERLYING PROBLEM? ":A12470:b "HOLD THEM BACK ":A2248:b "GET 'PRIMAL' SPACE ":A22490:b "IT'S PART OF LOVE ":A2250:b "PURGE YOUR BELIEFS ":A32510:c "DON'T BE AWARENESS ":A42390::a` "RESPOND NASTILY ":A4240:_aj "IGNORE THEM! ":A4241:at "RESPOND W/AWARENESS ":A52420:ay 108a~ "RESPOND NASTILY ":A5243:a 108a "IGNORE THEM! ":A5244:a 108b "STUDY ECONOMICS ":A1232:5` "RESPOND W/AWARENESS ":A22330:Z`$ "RESPOND NASTILY ":A2234:`. "IGNORE THEM! ":A2235:`8 "RESPOND W/AWARENESS ":A32360:`B "RESPOND NASTILY ":A3237:`L "IGNORE THEM! ":A3238:aV "RESPOND W/VE AT 1ST ":A4226::_"LEARN SELF-LOVE 1ST ":A52270:C_108h_"TRY HARDER ":A5228:q_108_"HOPE FOR GOOD LUCK ":A5229:_108_"RESPOND NASTILY ":A1230:_ "1ST DEFINE IT WELL ":A12310:` "IGNORE THEM! JUMP ":A2219:4^"GET NEW LOVER ":A2220:Y^"LEARN TO MANIPULATE ":A3221:~^"SMILE MORE;BE POLITE":A3222:^"WORK ON BETTER COMM.":A32230:^"COMPLAIN TO LOVER ":A4224:^"WORK ON FEELINGS ":A42250:_"PRETEND LO:A5212:/]R"DISCARD YOUR BELIEFS":A52130:T]\"FORGET OTHER PEOPLE ":A5214:y]f"PACIFY HIM/HER ":A1215:]p"DON'T LET LOVER KNOW":A1216:]z"GET LOVER TO WISE UP":A12170:]"FOLLOW OWN RULES ":A22180:^"TELL LOVER: GO 50:*\ "FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE":A32060:O\"MEET ALL NEW PEOPLE ":A3207:t\ "INCLUDE SEX IN REL. ":A3208:\*"TAKE SPEECH COURSE ":A4209:\4"LEARN TO BE HERE NOW":A42100:\>"IT'LL COME NATURALLY":A4211: ]H"THEN DO SO! "22:20$[R2720,2730,2740:108I["THEY'RE SMART ":A1200:n["TRY HARDER ":A1201:["LEARN TO LIKE SELF ":A12020:["KEEP YOUR EYES OPEN ":A2203:["TRY PERSONAL ADS ":A2204:\"TRY A.L.S NEWSLETTER":A220,2520,2530:3000Z18:208ZR2540,2550,2560:3000DZ22:20_ZR2570,2580,2590:108jZ5:20ZR2600,2610,2620:3000Z9:20ZR2630,2640,2650:3000Z13:20ZR2660,2670,2680:3000Z18:20ZR2690,2700,2710:3000 [9:20#YR2330,2340,2350:3000/Y13:20KYR2360,2370,2380:3000WY18:20sYR2390,2400,2410:3000Y22:20YR2420,2430,2440:108Y5:20YR2450,2460,2470:3000Y9:20YR2480,2490,2500:3000Y13:20ZR25100,2130,2140:108Xv5:207XwR2150,2160,2170:3000BXx9:20^XyR2180,2190,2200:3000jXz13:20X{R2210,2220,2230:3000X|18:20X}R2240,2250,2260:3000X~22:20XR2270,2280,2290:108X5:20XR2300,2310,2320:3000YWXF01900WXF11910-WXF219202:4:"PUTTING":2:"UP WITH":2:"SEXISM"T?2:8:"PUTTING":2:"UP WITH":2:"RACISM"T@2:12:"SEXISM":2:"AT HOME"TA2:17:"SEXISM":2:"AT":2:"SCHOOL"UB2:21:"SEXISM":2:"AT WORK300 H"260"H,:"GOOD, "N1$","lH6"NOW LET'S LOOK AT THE REASON YOU KEEP HAVING SUCH A PROBLEM WITH"xH7PA$"."H@63000pIJ"THE REASON, IN GENERAL, IS SIMPLE: YOU DO IT BECAUSE YOU GET A PAYOFF OF SOME TYPE, & I DON'T MEAN MONEY! SO WHAT I'ER IN THE AREA OF "P$"?"OG"(TYPE YOUR ANSWER, WITH GERUND 1ST) :";PA$UGG"DID YOU GET IT THE WAY YOU WANTED IT OR WOULD YOU LIKE TO TRY AGAIN? (ANSWER 'G'FOR 'GOT IT RIGHT' OR 'T' FOR 'I'LL TRY AGAIN'):";AA$GAA$"T"230HAA$"G"TTEN. 'KEEPING' IS A GERUND & IT'S HOW I STARTED MY EXAMPLE ANSWER ABOVE.":63000fF"OK, "N1$","G"LET'S GO THEN. I'LL ASK THE QUESTION ONEMORE TIME, NOW---DON'T START TYPING AN ANSWER UNTIL YOU'RE SURE OF YOURSELF. JUST WHAT IS YOUR BIG BARRIPLEASE DON'T ADD PUNCTUATION OR SPACES (EXCEPT BETWEEN YOUR WORDS!) OR ANYTHINGELSE---AND START OUT YOUR PHRASE WITH A GERUND, LIKE I DID, IF AT ALL POSSIBLE. A GERUND IS A VERB THAT'S BEEN CHANGED INTO A NOUN BY ADDING 'ING', IN"TF"CASE YOU'VE FORGO AND YOU'VE DECIDEDTHAT THE BIG BARRIER FOR YOU IN THIS AREA IS KEEPING YOUR FEELINGS TOO HELD IN. IN THIS CASE, WHEN I ASK YOU TO TYPETHE WORD OR PHRASE THAT BEST "D"DESCRIBES YOUR BARRIER, TYPE:":D"KEEPING MY FEELINGS TOO HELD IN":E"AT I'VE ASKED FOR BEFORE. THINK HARD ABOUT THE QUESTION & COME UP WITH A REALLY ACCURATE ANSWER. THEN TYPE OUT THIS ANSWER AS A PHRASE OR WORD WHEN I"C"ASK FOR IT.":63000D"I'LL GIVE AN EXAMPLE: SUPPOSE WE'RE IN THE AREA OF ALIVENESSTECTING YOURSELF FROM YOUR"QB"FEARS, PAIN, & CHALLENGING EXPERIENCES.":63000B"FIRST, LET ME ASK YOU THIS: JUST WHAT ISTHE BIG BARRIER IN YOUR WAY IN THE AREA OF "P$"?"C"THE TYPE OF ANSWER I'D LIKE ON THIS ONE IS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT FROM WHCHALLENGINGFOR YOU. THAT'S FINE! LET IT BE"B"WHAT IT IS. IF YOU HAVE DIFFICULTY WITH SOME OF YOUR BARRIERS & THAT MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE, AT LEAST THAT SHOWS THAT YOU'RE WORKING ON THEM. DON'T TRY TO PLAY COOL & SMART---THAT'S MERELY A WAY OF PRO@ZP$"RELATIONSHIPS"#@d63000<@n"ALL RIGHT, "N1$","+Ax"I THINK WHAT WE OUGHT TO DO NOW IS TO GET DOWN TO BRASS TACKS & NOT FOOL AROUND WITH THIS---FAIR ENOUGH? DON'T BEAFRAID OR NERVOUS---NO ONE'S GOING TO BITE YOU. PERHAPS IT WILL BE      :iHI770790:D:I,D:::fiR173,48,192,136,208,5,206,1,3,240,9,202,208,245,174,0,3,76,2,3,96 i0QW180:V(16336)::ii:"(PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE)":i"XX(16384)i,XX12763040i663010i@16368,0iJ@:D120:60000{hP203:D255:60000:QW1340::P128:D120:60000:P114:60000:P96:D80:60000:P102:60000:P114:60000hP96:D120:60000:P102:D240:60000:QW1175::P114:D120:60000:P128:60000:P114:D255:60000hi`768,P:769,D:77062000:gL'A230059000:(gQ'62000:Ǻ"THE BIGGEST FARCE IN THE MARITAL CONTRACT IS TO AGREE TO PREDICT FUTURE FEELINGS & DESIRES & WAYS OF BEING, WHERE YOU AGREE THAT IN THE FUTURE YOU AP, & THERE REALLY ISN'T ANYTHING THEYCAN DO ABOUT IT."::"THE NORMAL SPACE/STRUCTURE OF A MARRIAGEACTS AS A TREMENDOUS BARRIER TO THE PURSUIT OF ANY SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS"YB<Ǻ"OUTSIDE OF THE MATRIMONIAL CIRCUS, & SO SERIOUSLY ATTACHES/ENSLAVES 2 PE@8Ǻ"(1)THE INSTITUTION OF MARRIAGE NORMALLY ACTS AS A SERIOUS BARRIER TO GROWTH, BEING, & LOVE/INTIMACY. ONCE CHILDREN ARE CONCEIVED (UNLESS THE PEOPLE INOLVEDARE TREMENDOUSLY TOGETHER), THE COUPLE"A:Ǻ"ENDS UP IN AN IRREVERSIBLE, HOPELESS TR     0001 P7005PQú(4);"BLOADCHAIN, A520"BPRÌ520"RF"iP:"(PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE)":zP"XX(16384)P,XX12763040P663010P@16368,0PJ 8"DO YOU WISH TO GO THROUGH ANOTHER PARTICULAR PROBLEM OR GO ON TO THE GAME 'RELATOPOLY'? TYPE 'G' TO GO BACK TO ANOTHER PROBLEM OR TYPE 'R' TO GO ON TO THE GAME 'RELATOPOLY'."O"(TYPE 'G' OR 'R'):";RR$ORR$"G"İ63000:110PRR$"R"5,"N0"ONE LAST QUESTION & THEN WE'LL GO ONTO OTHER THINGS: ARE YOU OR ARE YOU NOT WILLING TO TAKE THE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THIS PROBLEM & START MAKING YOUR LIFE WORK IN THE AREA OF "P$"?"N:"(ANSWER Y/N):";II$NDII$"Y"610NX560NbOF YOU GOT OFF IT, "N1$"?"M:"PLEASE STAY WITH THIS QUESTION UNTIL THEANSWER COMES TO YOU CLEARLY. WHEN THAT ANSWER COMES, DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND RECALL THAT, UNDERNEATH, YOU KNEW THIS ANSWER ALL ALONG, DIDN'T YOU?!!"M63000N&"OK, "N1$"W LET'S TRY AGAIN:":380#L63000L"OK, NOW IT'S TIME TO LOOK AT ANOTHER QUESTION: HOW WOULD YOUR LIFE BE DIFFERENT IF YOU QUIT BEING A 'VICTIM' OF ALL THIS & TOOK RESPONSIBILITY FOR THE PROBLEM OF "PA$"?"LM"WHAT WOULD HAPPEN I WHO IS RESPONSIBLE FOR KEEPING THIS PROBLEM THEWAY IT IS?"]K"(TYPE THE ANSWER NOW):";JJ${K(JJ$"ME")(JJ$"I")500K(JJ$"MYSELF")(JJ$N1$)500K(JJ$N$)(JJ$"I AM")500K"COME ON, "N1$","L"I KNOW YOU CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT! NOOU CAN DO IT---COME ON, "N1$"!"Jr"KEEP WORKING ON IT UNTIL YOU GET IT. ANDWHEN YOU FINALLY DO GET IT, HIT THE KEYBOARD TO GO ON (GENTLY, I BRUISE EASILY!!!).":63000;K|"GOOD. NOW IT'S TIME TO ASK YOURSELF ANOTHER QUESTION: WHO IS THE ONED LIKE YOU TO DO NOW IS TO INTROSPECT FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES TO COME UP WITH THE RIGHT ANSWER TO THE FOLLOWING"IT"QUESTION: WHAT'S THE 'PAYOFF' FOR CONTINUING TO HAVE DIFFICULTIES WITH"IVPA$"?"I^63000Jh"DID YOU COME UP WITH IT YET? Y                    OU ALREADY HAVEN'T. IT GOES WELL WITH THIS PROGRAM."@Uǰ63000\UH(4);"BLOADCHAIN,A520"jUR520"GEN"pUU:"(PRESS ANY KEY TO CONTINUE)":U"XX(16384)U,XX12763040U663010U@16368,0UJX68,0UJX":63000TǺ"(8)IF ANY OF THIS SEEMS CONFUSING OR NEBULOUS, CHECK OUT 'DEEP FOOT' & 'DEEPER FOOT' BY VIXEN. (WE'LL LET YOU KNOW WHERE TO GET THEM: WRITE US). OR SEND TO US FOR 'THE LIFE DYNAMIC"5UǺ"TRANSFORMATION EXPERIENCE' PROGRAM IF Y EXPRESS THEM CONSCIOUSLY & AWARELY, IF THE SITUATION WARRANTS IT."::"THE MAIN THING HERE IS: RUN YOUR FEELINGS, CHOOSE RESPONSIBLY & RATIONALLY. DON'T LET THEM RUN YOU."TǺ"YOU STAY 'AT CAUSE' OF YOUR FEELINGS, NOT 'AT EFFECT'. FEELINGS ARE ACTUALLY"RǺ"PAST, UNRESOLVED, FEELINGS---SURFACING NOW & CONFUSING US.":63000:"(D)BE AT CAUSE & CHOOSE! CHOOSE TO GET INTO THEM IF THE SITUATION WARRANTS IT, OR FORGET THEM TEMPORARILY IF THE"SǺ"SITUATION ISN'T RIGHT FOR THEM, OR B)REPRESS THEM & BECOME RIGID, DEAD & EVENTUALLY FULL OF PSYCHOSOMATIC"RǺ"DISORDERS IF THIS REMAINS YOUR HABIT."::"(C)FEEL COMPELLED TO GO & GET INTO THEM IN A PRIMAL SPACE (& POSSIBLY GET RID OFSOME OF THE 'BAD' ONES), SINCE 90 SOME %OF OUR PRESENTP~Ǻ"'PRIMAL SPACE' IS A KEY ELEMENT TO THE A.L.S. PLAN. FOR MORE INFO, READ 'THE PRIMAL SCREAM' BY JANOV.":63000HQǺ"(7)WHEN FEELINGS COME UP, YOU HAVE 4 OPTIONS: (A)ACT THEM OUT (ON OTHERS & CAUSE A LOT OF MISERY) & GET RUN BY THEM."::"(AVE NO ROOM TO THINK OR UNDERSTAND. THEY NEED TO HAVE 'PRIMAL"O|Ǻ"SPACE', IN WHICH THEY'D GET RID OF A LOTOF THIS PAIN."::"MOST OF US NEED THIS. THIS PRIMAL PAIN IS THE CAUSE OF OUR CRAZINESS, OUR STUPIDITY, & OUR LACK OF AWARENESS."uE ARE SO CRAZY? WHY DO THEY ACT OUT THEIR 'STUFF' ON EACH OTHER, MAKING EACH OTHER MISERABLE?"::"PRIMAL PAIN.":63000HOzǺ"AND MOST PEOPLE WHO YOU CONSIDER 'DUMB' AREN'T AT ALL, REALLY. THEIR MINDS ARE MERELY SO CLOGGED WITH DISTRESS THAT THEY HAIN."MvǺ:"IF YOU'RE THINKING THAT YOU'RE AN EXCEPTION TO THIS, THE CHANCES ARE PROBABLY LESS THAN 1 IN 1000, SO YOU CANPROBABLY FORGET THAT."::"WHY DO YOU THINK THAT THE WORLD IS FULL OF WARS, HATE & MURDER, & WHY DO YOU"{NxǺ"THINK PEOPL INTERESTED? WRITE US!)":63000MtǺ"(6)PEOPLE, IN GENERAL, ARE RUN BY THEIR PAIN: PAST PAIN THAT HAS STAYED WITH THEM INTO THE PRESENT. THIS PAIN COMES MOSTLY FROM UNFILLED NEEDS WHEN THEY WERE YOUNG. AND IT'S GOT A SPECIAL NAME:":"PRIMAL PNE IS MORE MOTHER OR FATHER TO ANYONE, NO MATTER WHO THE BIOLOGICAL MOM & DAD ARE. (NOTE: ALL OF THIS WOULD NOT WORK UNLESS THE PEOPLE"%LnǺ"INVOLVED WERE EXTREMELY ABNORMALLY TOGETHER PEOPLE---WHICH IS PRECISELY HOWA.L.S. PEOPLE ARE TO BE CHOSEN. Ǻ"NO EXCLUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS."::"IF THERE ARE CHILDREN, IT'S BECAUSE EVERY PERSON THERE IS SPIRITUALLY/ ONTOLOGICALLY READY FOR THIS EVENT, & ITIS CONSCIOUSLY PLANNED.":63000KlǺ"EVERYONE IS BOTH MOM & DAD TO ALL CHILDREN PRESENT. NO OON'T CREATE MUCH SPACE"IhǺ"FOR B-COG TO EVOLVE. A.L.S.-TYPE ENVIRONMENTS DO."::"AN A.L.S. ENVIRONMENT IS ONE WHERE THEREARE ABOUT 20 PEOPLE LIVING TOGETHER IN SOMETHING LIKE A CONDOMINIUM. EACH PERSON HAS HIS/HER OWN SPACE. THERE ARE"JjTHER PERSON IS OUT OF YOUR REACH---YOU DO NOT/CAN NOT LOVE HIM/HER.":63000IfǺ"HOWEVER, IN BEING COGNITION (B-COG) YOU CAN SEE THE OTHER PERSON, KNOW THE OTHERPERSON & LOVE THE OTHER PERSON. YOU FEELNEEDLESS, FULL & INSPIRED. NORMAL ENVIRONMENTS DTHEM TO THE DEGREE THEY FILL NEEDS.":GbǺ"AND YOU HATE OR IGNORE THEM TO THE DEGREE THEY FAIL TO FILL NEEDS. YOU DON'T SEE THE TRUTH OF THE OTHER PERSON WHEN YOU'RE IN D-COG. 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":COUNTCOUNT40:55000BpP6:7:"YOU & YOUR SPOUSE BEGIN ONE ":7:"MORE FIGHT OVER MONEY. YOU ":7:"STOP THE NONSENSE & SAY: ":7:DS ANOTHER ":7:"MALE & BECOME OBSESSED WITH":7:"HOMOSEXUAL FEARS & STAY AWAY":7:"FROM HIM.":7ynG63000:62000,oH7:"SORRY, YOU LOSE 40 POINTS. ":7:"TO 'PRIMALLY' FEEL & PURGE ":7:"FEARS OF CLOSENESS TO OTHER ":7:"MALES, & THEN DEVELOS.-TYPE ":7:"LIFESTYLE.":7:63000:56000:7:"FAR OUT! IF YOU REALLY WANT ":7:"LIFE TO WORK, WHY NOT GO FOR"m@7:"IT ALL THE WAY!!?? YOU GET ":7:"75 POINTS.":COUNTCOUNT75:55000gnF6:7:"YOU BEGIN TO FEEL LOVING ":7:"FEELINGS TOWAR LIFE WITHOUT LIFE. ":COUNTCOUNT35:55000l<6:7:"YOU ANSWER AVANT-GARDE ":7:"CREATIONS' QUESTIONNAIRE ":7:"(WRITE US!) TO SEE IF YOU'RE":7:"INTERESTED IN BECOMING ":7:"INVOLVED WITH FORMING & "tm>7:"LIVING IN AN A.L.GIRLFRIEND WANTS ":7:"TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH YOU "k47:"& DEVELOPE THE RELATIONSHIP,":7:"YOU TELL HER ALL THE REASONS":7:"WHY YOU'RE TOO BUSY.":7:63000:62000:7:"SORRY, YOU LOSE 35 POINTS. "/l67:"A LIFE WITHOUT RELATIONSHIPS":7:"IS A HAPPINESS. ":7:"IF YOU CAN'T, YOU HAVE SOME "j,7:"SERIOUS PROBLEMS TO GET INTO":7:"& DEAL WITH.":COUNTCOUNT55:550006k26:7:"YOU HAVE BEEN GETTING INTO ":7:"AN INCREASINGLY BUSY-BODY ":7:"LIFESTYLE THAT'S GO-GO-GO. ":7:"WHEN YOUR ND TELLS YOU ":7:"ABOUT A WONDERFUL TIME SHE ":7:"HAD WITH SOME GUY (NON-SEX- ":7:"UALLY). YOU GET ANGRY & THEN":7:"TRY TO PERSUADE HER TO STOP "0j*7:"BEING WITH HIM.":7:63000:62000:7:"SORRY, YOU LOSE 55 POINTS. ":7:"BE HAPPY FOR HERIR VALUES & ":7:"FEEL THAT MARRIAGE WOULD BE ":7:"NOTHING BUT A BARRIER ":7:"BETWEEN YOU AND ALL PEOPLE ":7:"OTHER THAN YOUR BOYFRIEND.":7:63000:56000h"7:"FAR OUT! YOU GET 80 POINTS. ":COUNTCOUNT80:55000i(6:7:"YOUR GIRLFRIELATIONSHIPS":7:"TO WORK.":COUNTCOUNT30:55000g6:7:"YOUR PARENTS ARE PRESSURING ":7:"YOU & YOUR BOYFRIEND TO GET ":7:"MARRIED & NOT 'LIVE IN SIN'.":7:"YOU DON'T GIVE IN, BUT ":7:"POLITELY TELL THEM THAT YOU "h 7:"DON'T SHARE THEING. YOU MAKE FUN ":7:"OF HER & SHE GETS ":7:"EMBARASSED.":7:63000:62000f7:"SORRY, YOU LOSE 30 POINTS. ":7:"IT'S IMPORTANT NOT TO RUB ":7:"YOUR SEXUAL HANG-UPS IN ":7:"OTHER PEOPLE'S FACES IF YOU "1g7:"WANT YOUR REWORK. ALL THE WOMEN AT"e 7:"WORK ARE MUCH MORE SATISFIED":7:"& YOU'VE MADE SOME NICE":7:"FRIENDS IN THE PROCESS.":7:63000:56000:7e "FAR OUT! YOU GET 55 POINTS.":COUNTCOUNT55:55000Zf6:7:"YOU FIND YOUR GIRLFRIEND ":7:"MASTURBAT ENABLE YOU TO "ad7:"LIKE YOURSELF & THEREFORE ":7:"LIKE OTHERS.":COUNTCOUNT25:55000e 6:7:"YOU STARTED A PETETION AT ":7:"WORK THAT BROUGHT PRESSURE ":7:"UPON THE BOSS TO PAY FEMALES":7:"AS MUCH AS THE MALES FOR ":7:"EQUAL A ":7:"MORE LIKEABLE FRONT & HOW TO":7:"PRETEND INTEREST IN OTHERS. ":7:63000:62000d7:"SORRY, YOU LOSE 25 POINTS. ":7:"A KEY TO GOOD RELATIONSHIPS ":7:"ISN'T PRETENSE. IT'S MAKING ":7:"BRAVE, LIFEWISH-ENDOWED LIFE":7:"CHOICES THAT7:"AWARENESS TO IMPROVE YOUR "b7:"LIFESTYLE & ENVIRONMENT SO ":7:"THEY DON'T NEGATE THE EFFECT":7:"OF THE THERAPY.":COUNTCOUNT95:55000^c6:7:"NO ONE LIKES YOU MUCH, ":7:"INCLUDING YOURSELF. YOU READ":7:"BOOKS ON HOW TO PUT UP7:"YOU'D BEEN FEELING CONFUSED,":7:"REPRESSED, RIGID, UNFEELING,":7:"& INTO BAD DREAMS.":7:63000:56000!b7:"FAR OUT! YOU GET 95 POINTS. ":7:"NOW AS YOU PURGE PAST PAIN &":7:"BECOME MORE ALIVE & AWARE, ":7:"YOU NEED TO USE THIS ":U GIVE IN.":7:63000:62000:7:"SORRY, YOU LOSE 40 POINTS. ":7:"YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO ":7:"OBLIGATION TO RESPOND TO "`7:"ANYONE ELSE'S SEXUAL ":7:"EXCITEMENT.":COUNTCOUNT40:55000na6:7:"YOU ENTER PRIMAL THERAPY. 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